Sillygurl-amberlina

Hope, Love, Faith
2004-05-22 01:21:59 (UTC)

Roller Coaster

I've got to find out what is really going on. This game
of 'cat and mouse' is getting old. I don't know why I
can't just let things happen. So many people are able to
just sit back and let things happen. But, I can't. I'm
the type of girl that worries, and cries, and stays up all
night thinking about what happened. I replay everything
in my mind wondering what it meant. If it was what I want
it to be or if it was just something that sounded good at
the time.
Every day I get on this roller coaster. I go up and
down. I always get off at different points though.
Sometimes I'm at a high when I get off, others I'm at a
low. Then, the next day I'll start going up the incline
again. Only to fall down the slope. I kind of can't wait
until they ban this roller coaster.




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