self inflicting tears

shitsandgiggles
2004-05-21 18:12:40 (UTC)

nothing exciting

well i am still at my moms living and being bored as all
hell with nothing to do becaues i cant drive my car. well
my parents are gonna be moving to alabama sometime this
year and i was gonna go with them, but i have decided i
need to get out and be on my own and learn to take care of
myself. i dont want to raise this kid and have to depend
on my parents or have to depend on some guy. so i am gonna
be moving to yakima and gonna see what i can do there. i
am excited but then i am also scared. i havent been to the
doctors either so i have no idea how far along i am or if
everything is going alright. it scares me and i wish the
insurance would hurry up.

well me and al still talk but we have been fighting alot
lately and i dont know why. he makes me mad i dont know
why i always ask him when the last time he had sex when i
know he has sex with this girl like all the time. but i
always ask or i make comments about it and i drive me up
the wall when he admits to it and i hurts to. i dont talk
to danny much anymore so i have no idea what is going on
with that situation. i am just confused and so emotional
lately and i cant even tolerate myself half the time
because all i want to do it cry. well i am gonna go i
wrote more than what i thought i was going to. write more
when i have something to write about.

bye bye
jessica




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