JeNy

Journal
2004-05-20 05:20:34 (UTC)

*Orestes*

I am so happy, sometimes I can't believe how happy I am. He
makes me feel so good inside. It's just the stuff we talk
about, when we're together, when we're not. Everything is so
perfect. Everything is so simple when he's around... he has
made me such a complete person I feel as if i'm finally
complete now that i've found him. He's made me learn so much
about myself, life, him. I notice stuff I never noticed
before. I open my eyes now, and see with a new light. All
thanks to him. I see things differently now. I've grown so
much as a person because of him. It feels so good. Our
relationship is so nice, with him I discovered the real
meaning of a kiss. With him it's so different from what i've
known before. A kiss with him is so special, he kisses so
tenderly,so soft,so passionate. It's just the way he could
make everything okay once again. It's just how he drains me
from the inside. He leaves me floating in the air. His
kisses are something so beautiful that I had never known
before...until he gave me one. From his side, I never want
to depart. I must admit that sometimes when hes not looking,
I love to stare at him and just look at his adorable
gestures. He is so caring, whenever something is wrong he
always makes sure he fixes it and that I am ok. Thats what I
really love about him. It's unexplainable, the way I fell in
love with his ways, it just happened naturally. It wasen't
planned. Im never going to let him go. Im holding on for
once and I won't let go. The hope of finding someone perfect
is now gone, because he finally is here. I don't have to
wait or hope anymore. The fear I was left with from previous
relationships of getting hurt once more or the fear to open
myself up to someone again, he took it all away. My fear is
gone, because of him. Im finding out the real reasons why hes
come for me. I'll save his beauty for my hand. It's
just precious the moment where I stand for him now. This I
promise, he will always have me with him, the love I hold
for him is forever his.




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