csadler

random mumblings
2004-05-19 21:06:37 (UTC)

i am unemployed and i feel empty

today at 3:00 pm jim called me into his office, asked me
about when i was going to leave for school and told me it
was going to be moved up to today. basically i was fired,
but technically i was released to save some money. i have
no interests in life except my job, which made me suicidal
ironically, but now that i don't have that i feel empty.
i need some direction.

your song - elton john

it's a little bit funny
this feeling inside
i'm not one of those who can easily hide
don't have much money but but if i did
i'd buy a big house where
we both could live...

if i was a sculptor, heh
but then again no
or a man who makes potion at the travelling show
i know it's not much but it's the best i can do
my gift is my song and this one's for you

and you can tell everybody
this is your song
it may be quite simple but
now that it's done
i hope you don't mind
i hope you don't mind
that i put down in words
how wonderful life is while you're in the world

i sat on the roof
and kicked off the moss
well a few of the verses well it got me quite cross
but the sun's been quite kind
while i wrote this song
it's for people like you that keep it turned on
so excuse me forget
for these things i do
you see i've forgotten if they're green or they're blue
anyway the thing is
what i really mean
yours are the sweetest eyes i've ever seen

and you can tell everybody
this is your song
it may be quite simple but
now that it's done
i hope you don't mind
i hope you don't mind
that i put down in words
how wonderful life is while you're in the world

yes, i know elton wrote it for a guy, but i still think
it's nice. also alicia messaged me and told me she's
buying a house...good for her...she has a house...i'm
unemployed ;)