BrandieBoo

Brandles Diary
2004-05-18 19:25:31 (UTC)

bout to cry

Well today is not bad I just hate life right now. I don't even know where to start or how to explain. Basically the ONLY thing that would make me happy right now would be 2 move back to az. I am serious I have tried so hard to just be happy but its not working. Being in love w tommy isn't helping. I mean I'm not ganna give him up just 2 be happy. No, not happening. He's probably the only think keeping me alive right now. Seriously. I know I have so many things to be thankful for, but the things that should be, I'm not thankful for. The only thing is tommy. I want to try and talk 2 mom and dad about it. But I don't want them 2 be sad, especially dad. I just don't know what to do. I am trying 2 think of all the possible options but, but they r pretty imposible right now. I am about to do the impossible but there r cnsequences so I have 2 really think it over. Right now I am in a huge gutter and fucking can't find the way out. All I know r a couple things 4 sure...but not ganna say. Don't ask y. Lol. Bells ganna ring. Luvs

Bp

Ps ill try to write more later




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