PixieWhore17
A day in the life of me.
Unwanted
Ever since I started living at my friend "Sally's" house I
have felt unwanted. I don't mean by her and her parents but
by my mom and siblings. I don't get to see my mom except on
the weekends and every weekend I'm here she has plans with
her boyfriend, and she knows how homesick I get. My sister
hates my guts right now but I don't really care cause right
now she hates me because I hate her. I had a chorus concert
the other day and I made it a point to invite my brother
because I haven't seen him or my nephews in a long time and
he didn't even call me back to tell me he couldn't make it.
He just didn't show up. At the concert I bawled my eyes out
because we sang a song that reminded me of my father (he
pasted away when I was four). My mom and my sister don't
like my brother and that's a problem for me because I
really look up to him and I can't even say his name without
getting some kind of rude comment. I mean he's family, come
on. What he did isn't as bad as what my sister is doing and
nobody is disowning her. That's why I hate her, she's
sleeping with a guy who is married and has a kid just cause
she THINKS she's in love and cause they think it's alright
because he caught his wife cheating on him three times.
That doesn't make it any better and the real reason I'm
pissed is because she knows what our mom went through when
her first two husbands cheated on her. And then there
is "Steve", remember him, well he broke up with his
girlfriend, "Jenny" and twelve hours later is dating the
chick he was cheating on "Jenny" with (Sara)and has the
nerve to flirt and kiss me on the cheek and hold my hand
and then ask me "to the movies *wink*". So I flipped out on
him and told him not to talk to me or even look at me until
"Sara" becomes another ex of his. I've been crying for
three days about all of this and I think I'm actually
clinically depressed and I don't really care anymore.
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