Angelic One

Sorry for My Mistakes
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2004-05-15 01:01:53 (UTC)

I am So in Love With You

Last nite I did something I never thought I'd do. I told
my Boyfriend Bryan that I love him. He just seemed so
shocked, but he also seemed like he was so glad to hear me
say it he couldn't contain himself. His eyes watered up,
and he just hugged me and said, "I am so in love with you,
I don't ever want to be without you."
Its not that I never thought I'd tell him I loved him, its
that I never thought I'd tell anyone I loved them again,
not after Ryan and I. I have never felt like I feel right
now, I truly believe Bryan is the one I'm going to marry,
and I've only known him for a month. Everything between us
is so right, and I can't see my life without him in it, I
can't see myself with anyone else but him. He makes me so
happy, happier than I've ever felt before. Everything that
was missing between Bill and I is there with Bryan, and
there's so much more. Everyday he tells me how lucky he
feels to have me, and how beautiful and amazing I am. I am
so crazy in love with him its not even funny. I am not
afraid of him, or how I feel about him, I am not afraid of
being happy, or being hurt. I feel so safe with him, like
nothing could break us up, and we're going to be together
forever. Almost like we'll live happily ever after.
Mind you this is all coming from me... the most bitter,
jaded person on this earth. I've never believed in love or
happiness, I've never been sappy or quick to fall for
someone. I've always been the bitch. I've played the
games, I've slept around, I've sewn my wild oats, and now
all I want is to stay with Bryan.