RazberrySwirlz

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2004-05-14 04:31:51 (UTC)

yes, again.

how in the hell can he do this to me every single day??
i cant take it anymore.. he dropped me off at nanna's
yesterday at 2pm.. i came home shortly after 7pm, was
told by a friend of mine, that he'd left half hour before
i came home.. he hasnt been home yet.. he's been back
to the complex because i was told he was over in the next
breezway at 1:30am this morning... my mother's friend
saw him in his car in olivhurst, near where Jennifer (the
bitch he fucked around on me w/)... she was in the
passenger seat, and two guys were in the back... i want
to throw up. i want to beat my head against the wall, i
want to slice open my arms, and pour rubbing alcohol all
over them, i want to beat the shit out of my legs until i
cant walk!!!! I JUST WANT YOU TO PACK UR SHIT AND
LEAVE!!!!! stop fucking me and laughing in my face!!
stop making me feel worthless!!! stop lying to me!!!
you've fucking ruined me!!! i'll never go into another
relationship the same!!! i trust absolutely nobody!!!
i hate you for what you've done to me, i hate myself for
letting you!!!!


i'll come back later and let u know what time he decided
to come home.


-----
okay, it's 11:20pm friday. he came home at 7 this
morning. told me he was gone tweeking, and that was
jennifer in the car w/ him.. i want him gone. will
write more later... think he's home.


-----it's almost 2pm saturday.. he came home at exactly
3:48am.


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