Ms. R

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2004-05-13 21:45:05 (UTC)

Fortieth Entry- 5-13-04

There is always a letdown after a high...thats what I am
going through.

I spent the night with the new gentleman last night
again...I'll call him L. WOW! Its almost like a
drug...great sex. You have it and you want it again, and
again, and again... But then when you DONT get it, there is
a letdown. Thats what I feel right now. He is going to
spend the evening with his family, which, of course, is
great. But I guess that will be it. I doubt I will see him
tomorrow and tomorrow afternoon I get my daughter. And
Saturday he heads back to LA. Its not fair...but that life.
All good things come to an end. I do think I made an
impression on him. Who knows...maybe I will see him again.

B...the first B, not the second. My friend B. He doesnt
approve of my having sex for the sake of sex. Normally,
thats not me, either. But I am not getting any younger and
why shouldnt I have some fun? He is going to have to get
over it. I dont want to hurt him....he asks me to tell him.
I guess I shouldnt. Oh well....

Got another reply to my ad. But I am not getting good vibes
from it....and no photograph. I wrote him back and asked
for his pic...its only fair as MINE is online.

Not sure if I will have dinner or not...




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