Twisted_pain111

Somewhat of a Life
2004-05-12 23:25:26 (UTC)

Talk about Being home

Well ever since i got back from Oregon, I've been home ,
And already the money problems begin to pile up. Shit,
where am I going to come up with 500 dollars? and i need
them in two days. I hate myself and every part of the rest
of thigns that remind me of me. Two days, ive tried
applying for damn loans and still nothing, friends dont
have tat money and if they did..they wont let me borrow it.
Man i need to get out of these probs so i can be calm again
and not stress out and think of ending it all. I know i put
myself in here so i need to get myself out

I just need somsone to be by my side., supporting me...i
always got through shit like this when i had that
perticular person fighting by my side all the time.

Now Im alone again and I feel so hopeless. I need love to
survive. But since I dont have it. I have nothing but
myself. And I know myself isnt very much to overcome
something like this..Well I need to go to school now and
think of other ways to get 500 bucks to pay up by
friday...Well tanks for listening dark page, even though i
know you wont be able to help me, still wouldnt hurt to
try, you have 500i can borrow or have? didnt think so. well
ill see you around man..--Later




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