kid

Somewhere in time
2004-05-12 02:48:44 (UTC)

theres a girl who lives on second street

heh yeah..I was so in a good mood today.I was "happy"
today.I really was!! School went fine..practice was awesome
then i get a call from my mom telling me i went over my
cell phone limits and my step-dad is cutting it off
Friday.I hate money.it is frustrating me so damn much.I am
way in debt with Paul and i have a lot of things i ahve to
pay and i have to find a job that'll pay me enough to live
off of.I'm almost 100% sure the salon job won't.But that
salon job will keep me interested in school.And its a lot
of fun.The girls are so nice.I don't know....and this
summer i'm having to pay for so god damn much.And i
mighthave to move back home and i swear to god if that
happens it'll kill me.I love my family but theres no way i
could ever live with them full time.Hell a weekend is way
too long.Ah..if i didn't have school things would be fine.I
could find a FULL time job anywhere and things wouldn't be
so fucking annoying.Flat out..i hate school.Its made this
year so
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
i complain too much.I'm just in that mood now.Makes me want
to cry just thinking that i was doing fine..the last couple
days i've been happy.And now its all gone AGAIN.Happens
every single time.
And at practice i'm..i dunno.A littel jealouse cause chris
always tells patrick how good he is getting and how hes
improved..but says nothing to me.But at least patrick says
i've gotten better.If both of them never said anything then
i would be frustrated with that also.Yeah....
Had a protein shake for dinner.I'm set on losing this
weight.So its two real meals a day and then 2 protein
shakes and that'll make me lose weight.10 pounds would be
nice..a few more than that would be almost perfect.We'll
see how that works out.Um..ok i think i've writen enough
for right now.Ta ta




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