little goth gurl

without wings, i fall
2004-05-12 02:22:01 (UTC)

konstantine

bleh. stupid emo boy, i curse thee. lol. naw i'm just
kidding i love my baby. plus i occasionally like emo. so
yeah. during the time billy was gone with the band i went
to see my dad. he spazzed and i had to bring him back down
to earth and back down to being calm. he did some things
in his anger that i would expect from the old him and it
was hard to deal with bringing that back to a reality but
he apologized tons afterwards. sat there begging me to
forgive him. i did because it has been a while and i trust
that hes getting better hes just having trouble with it. i
didnt tell billy but now that its on here its only time
before he reads and finds out. he'll ask if i'm okay. i'll
say i'm fine. he'll hug me, i'll kiss him and we'll lie
together on the couch. lol. if the boys from his band
weren't still here in my living room. we got a new place
to escape them. lol just kidding i love em. i fed em and
everything! i'm a terrible cook though. alrite well not
that bad when i have a recipie. i used chineese food and
made it look like my own. lol :D they thought i cooked it
too. lol bonus for me! so yeah i know that billy just put
the lyrics to konstantine in his diary but bleh i love
that song. were kinda blasting it in our living room right
now. but yeah so i'm putting them in here too cus yeah
well i like that song.
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konstantine-something corporate
I can't imagine all the people that you know
And the places that you go
When the lights are turned down low
And I don't understand
All the things you've seen
But I'm slipping in between
You and your big... dreams
it's always you and my big dreams

And you tell me
That it's over
But i can't stand here in a patch of four leaf clover
And your restless
And I'm naked
You've got to get out
You can't stand to see me shaking
no, áould you let me go

and you don't want to be here in the future
So you say
the present's just a pleasant
Interruption to the past
And you don't want to look much closer
'Cause you're afraid to find out all the hope
That you had sent into the sky by now had... crashed
and it did because of me

And then you bring me home
Afraid to find out that you're alone, no
And I'm sleeping in your living room
But we don't have much room
To live

And I had dreams that i would learn to play guitar
Maybe cross the country
Become a rockstar
And there was hope in me
That I could take you there
But dammit you're so young
But I don't think I care
and if I hurt you then i'm sorry
It's just this guilt has got the best of me

And then you bring me home
'Cause we both know what its like to be alone, no
And I'm dreaming in your living room
But we don't have much room
To live

Konstantine came walking down the stairs
Doesn't she look good
Standing in her underwear?
And i've been thinking, and i've thinking, no
But she's been drinking
And it doesn't get me anywhere

My Konstantine came walking down the stairs
And all that I could do
Was touch her long blond hair
And i was thinking, what i was thining ya know
we've been drinking and it doesn't get me anywhere

This is because I can spell konfusion with a K
It's hard to like it
It's to dying in anothers arms
and why i had to try it
It's to jimmy eat world
and those nights in my car
But this time i'm alone, and i don't see those stars
I'm not your star?
Isn't that what you said
what you thought this song meant
you thought this song meant

And if this is what it takes
just to lie in my mistakes
and live with what I did to you
And all the things i put you through
I always catch the clock it's 11:11
And now you want to talk
it's not hard to dream
You'll always be my Konstantine

They'll never hurt you like I do
No, They'll never hurt you like I do
No, No, No, No, No, No, No, No, No

This is to a girl who got into my head
with all these pretty things she did
Hey Baby, You know that you keep me up in bed
It's to a girl who got into my head
with all the fucked up things I did
Hey Maybe Baby, You could keep me up in bed
My Konstantine

Spin Around me like a Dream
We played out on this movie screen
And i said, did you know I missed you
Did you know I missed you
Did you know I missed you
Did you know I missed you
Did You know i miss you
Did you know i miss you
Did you know i miss you

God, I miss you

And then you bring me home
And we'll go to sleep but this time not alone, no no,
And you'll kiss me in your living room, oh
And you see, no, that i've been missing in my Living room
Cause this is what i miss, what i miss
We don't have much room
I said, does anyboy need that room?
Because we all need a little more room
To live

My Konstantine




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