FloydianSlip

Going Postal
2004-05-12 01:44:42 (UTC)

Tank Girl

I got on the computer out of boredom. Everyone is
watching some basketball game and I'm not into that so I
came in here.

I tried checking to see if the final grades had been
posted but 15 minutes later the page still hasn't changed
so I decided to move on and do bigger and better
things...like writing in my journal.

I went to the job interview for the publishing company
today. I was hoping that I would know whether or not I
got the job or not, but it's one of those things where you
basically fill out an application and say hello and then
they say "Ok we'll be calling you Monday or Tuesday if you
qualify for the second interview." The waiting is always
the hardest part.

I learned how to play spades last night. That was cool.
It's pretty easy if you know how to play Eucher and Eucher
isn't really that hard to learn. It took Holly a long
time to learn, but eventually she did and that was cool.
Now when I'm around her she's all like "Eucher" and I'm
like "but I always jump everyone else and take my
turn." ;) I'll admit it...I just don't pay attention to
whose turn it is.

I've managed to go all this time without taking a drink of
alcohol. The Duke and mom are getting on my nerves and a
drink sounds REALLY good, but there just isn't anything
tasty around. Besides, I don't want to turn to alcohol to
take away my problems for a while. That's how my family
got to be alcoholics in the first place. I don't really
want to go down that road.

It's not really so bad...not right now anyway. The last
time mom took the truck she got a nail in one of the back
tires so now it's flat. She tried to help me and dad get
the tire off, but she succeeded in pissing us more than
she helped us.

Mom's idea of helping someone is to sit back and tell them
how stupid they are and how stupid their ideas are and how
she's the only one that can do anything for themselves in
this family and how we're worth shit and how right she
is. ...But when it comes to doing any real actual work to
actually HELP then no she's got more important things to
do.

Dad and I took the tire over to get it fixed, but the
place was closed so now I have to do that tomorrow
morning. It's all good...an excuse to get out and enjoy
the day.

The moon has now eclipsed the sun the angel has spread its
wings the time has come for better things

Ayeeeee!!! Happiness!!! My boyfriend just got on!!!
mmmm :D *does backflips* Weee!!!




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