Nicole

~Lost in Darkness~
2004-05-11 02:41:56 (UTC)

Liar

Well if avoiding the truth is a lie, then Brian it seems at
this moment in time would win the gold. Oh theres chemistry
between him and Nina, so much that hes been with her since
the night after he broke up with me. Worse im hearing this
from other people, not even from him. Apparentlly he dosent
even have the balls to tell me all this. Its to the point
where hes amazing me with how low he can get. Im also
starting to wonder if he didnt cheat on me, i mean how many
people do you know hook up with someone else the day after
a 11 month relationship? Its unheard of, inless more was
going on in the shadows. I dont want to think he did cheat
on me, not after what his last g/f did to him, the way she
lied to him but every thing about this breakup is
suggesting something else was going on.

Even with all this, i still worry about him. Maybe its
because ive been with him so long, or because im still
holding on, but i do wonder at times if she intends to
break his heart. I have made progress however. His pictures
have all been put away, and I dont see just memories
anymore. "Thi wounds are deep, but thi love deeper."




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