pure_juggalo2402

this shit hole i call life
2004-05-09 08:09:40 (UTC)

life...

well i havent wrote in this thing for a while, mostly cuz
i dont like putting my thoughts and words into writing.
its so hard for me.
WELL there is a new girl in my life, i prolly sound like
some kind of whore or something, but its not like that for
me. i want someone to spend the rest of my life with and
i think i have found her, im not sure yet. i feel in my
heart that i care for her and i know she cares for me too
but.... its my buddies girl. i never thought that any
day i would stoop as low as i have fallin for this girl
but i cant help it she deserves so much more that wut he
gives her, which is shit constantly. i think that i am in
love with her and i dont regret it because i cant...
prolly sounds bad but if you could really know the whole
situation then u could possibly understand. i never
understood myself when people told me love hurt but i do
now lol. and its not like im hurtin i love all the
feelings i get when im around her, she could sweep ME off
MY feet with just a kiss. a soft, gentle kiss. i got to
hold her im happy for now. i know that when it comes down
to it she will be mine... hopefully

mood: frustrated, confused
song: love songs (gag me) lol.

and if anybody really reads this thanks its kinda like ur
listening to just me and that makes me feel a little better




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