en vitae la femme

Seven Hundred and Fifty
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2004-05-06 11:15:25 (UTC)

Who Knows

Well, I'm in the dark.

Everything just feels kinda weird lately.

I don't know why. I'm just doing my regular routine, work,
sleep, internet, TV, work, sleep, internet, TV.

I try to stay out of his way. I have no interest in pissing
somebody off.

I let him hang out on the computer all the time since I
figure he's getting more out of it at the moment than I am

I offer to make him food or get him something to drink
because that's just in my nature and I enjoy doing it.

So I could feel the weirdness in the air the past couple of
days, and then I read his last diary entry (shit, it's
public) and it's all in other languages, so from what I can
tell, all it says is "Fuck You Victoria." Although I really
have no idea what it says and I'm in no mood to go translate.

All I have to say if that entry has anything at all to do
with me, "say it in English to my face."

"If it sucks that bad, no one's holding you here."

"I don't know what the fuck I did, since I do the same
fucking routine I've always done since the first day."

"I've never asked for any sort of anything from you."

"I didn't assume sex meant a relationship."

Gee, what else can I say?

All I did was give someone a place to stay and an
opportunity to beat this town (a desire he expressed), and
now I feel like I've done something wrong.

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