Becca Star915

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2004-05-06 04:27:16 (UTC)

Getting over it

Well tonight I spent a lot of time talking to a friend of
mine. And of course the topic turned to relationships.
Both of us have been in a long relationship, and it ended
for various reasons. I wonder if there is a certain time
you should wait before you date again? How long are you
supposed to feel sad? How can you make the hurt go away?
It was funny how we got to talking about it. But the truth
is that I have problems getting over relatioships. Or
should I say one relationship. But the fact is that i
can't totally forget about it until I meet another guy to
take his place. So when I fall in love with another guy,
the hurt will start to go away, then go on to not having
hurt anymore. And this is very easy to say, but it is so
hard to follow through. What I came to realize tonight is
that I am so scared of getting hurt. I am pushing guys
away from me because I don't want to get hurt again. I
don't want to be sad and cry anymore. But I don't want to
let myself get attached to a guy, and then get hurt. So
now I have a lot of things ahead of me. But at least I can
identify what is going wrong. So maybe now I can start to
work on getting over it.




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