Corporate Creation

Greener With The Scenery
2004-05-06 03:58:05 (UTC)

If guys are like peanuts... I'll never eat peanut butter again.

"Twelve days gone by, since I have saw you last,
I'll give this one more try,
I'll give it all my best, and, I'll ask
What could you be doing that is so much fun?
Without me by your side,
Without me by your side."
~ Early November (Sunday Drive)

I need to understand the way my mind works. I get jealous
over friends, and my personality changes completely when
I'm with a guy I like. When I'm with Aaron... I feel
different. I'm a happy person, but with him I become more
dark, that's the word that best explains it. I'm
different... I can't help it. He's so deep and dark. It's
hot, and I can't help but feel that's the same way I am.
If I was around him, I would be happy. If I could go up to
him and say, "I love the conversations we have in band,
and I think I just may love you too." Well, not love...
but like.

It's confusing. He'll be graduating some and I don't know
if I'll ever see him again. I don't know how I feel about
the fact I'll never talk to him during band, or see him in
the hall. I pray to God to have the chance (and the guts)
to tell him how I feel. Or to have him tell me how he
feels.

I just hate not being with him... one day of not having
band, I am a complete wreck... how will I last next year?




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