FloydianSlip

Going Postal
2004-05-06 00:11:14 (UTC)

It's a wonderful day in the neighborhood

I knew my dad would forget to tell mom what happened today
about my law exam and about tomorrow so I decided to call
home. I was hoping that my uncle ate some bad guacomole or
something and couldn't stop shitting, but he was in the
room with mom when she answered the phone.

The first question she asked me was how my finals went
today. I told her about my law final and how I got a B in
the class. She was like "Very good!" Uncle dumbass wanted
to know what was so very good so mom was telling him about
what I got in class and he said "pfft, that only means she
came in second place and everyone knows that second place
isn't the next winner but number one loser!!" He then
proceeded to laugh hysterically...I'm not quite sure if he
was laughing at me or at the joke he thought he made.

Mom was wanting to come down tomorrow and get some of my
stuff so when I move out Friday it'll be way easier. She
wanted to bring everything home on Thursday, but I have a
paper due for one of my classes and I'd like to write it in
the comfort of my own dorm and also be able to talk to my
boyfriend. I was fine with her taking everything else.

The thought seemed to dawn on her that she would have to
take the truck down here in order to get my fridge. She
got pissed about that because she was just wanting to get
everything into my car and hers and drive off into the
sunset.

She now only wants to bring home half the stuff
tomorrow...I guess. She got pissed because I told her she
would have to come back Friday to bring home my bigger fan
because it won't fit in my car, and she didn't want to take
it home Thursday. I guess it's supposed to rain Friday so
I got called stupid, retard, dumbass, ding-a-ling, and
asshole all within the span of a two minute time span. She
was like "But your stuff is going to get wet!!"

I told mom that we could use one of my heavy blankets to
cover up stuff that's going to get wet until we get it to
the car where it can be loaded. She seemed to think this
was a dumb idea because it's going to get wet anyway. If
she parks in the parking lot in front of my building then
there should be no problems because we won't be walking in
the rain long...and everything is going to be in the back
seat of someone's vehicle so getting wet is pretty slim.

But no.

You can never get a word in edge wise with her. She's
right all the time and everyone else is wrong. Having a
conversation with her is like talking to a tree because
you'll say something and she won't hear you. She'll hear
what she wants to hear and then mad if it conflicts with
what she believes her world should be like. Gah, it's
always been that way.

My journal has become a drag lately. I usually use my
journals as a form of release when I have stress and need
to put all of this negative energy somewhere, but this is
nuts.

So, for the happy news:

I have the most wonderful boyfriend. :)

I've got two more days of school left and then I'm out for
summer vacation. I'm so glad to be out of here. It's to
that point in the semester where I'm burnt out and don't
want to do anything. I'd rather be at the beach getting
burnt than reading boring textbooks.

Speaking of the rays, the sun, and everything...my
boyfriend wants to celebrate the ending of another school
year. I couldn't really think of anything that sounds
really fun and exciting. He had the idea of going
swimming, but we've been having a cold front about the past
two weeks so the water's going to be ice cold. Unless if
it's 90 degrees outside over the weekend...I'm not going to
be getting into it.

I figured the waterfall would be a better place. The
water's shallow there so if we wanted to we both could get
in and it'll only be to our chest or so...and the water
should be warm since it's shallow and it's been heating up
lately. mmmm, gives me tingles of pleasure just thinking
about it.

I love my boyfriend...he's so sweet.

I started my period uh...yesterday? I've been cramping
since sometime last week though. I'm glad I finally
started...at least now I have a reason for cramping.

I went to buy tampax today. My mom always gets pissed when
she knows I've been using tampons. She's scared of the
whole toxic shock syndrom thing. It scares me too and it's
something that crosses my mind often, but you can get it
from wearing pads too.

I find that tampons are much cleaner and just generally
feel better than pads. However, the first couple of times
you ever use one it's strange. You feel like you're
walking around with someone's finger up inside of you.
I've been using them for years and I can't ever feel them
unless I sneeze or cough.

It sure is a bitch though when you think you've lost the
string but really it just bunched up into a little ball.
It's a scary feeling.




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