evilxXxtorture

welcome to my hell
2004-05-05 03:07:32 (UTC)

i love you..

today.. hasn't been a very good day so far..i have broken
my toe .. officially...

aubrey.. my girlfriend..( i'm bisexual.NOT LESBIAN)..
it seems that her boyfriend is interfering with our
relationship..
* i walked up to her this morning .. with bright
childlike eyes.. hopeing inside she would notice the
disapointment..the jelousy.. of her with her b/f.. not
me.. :( ..she didn't even talk to me.. * i remembered when
we had last kissed..its seems she has lost interest..or
maybe there never was any there..
later i walked down the hall limping..in pain.. trying to
get down to her class to wait for her to come out of
class.. i waited there alone..* class finally let out..
she walked passed me.. without so mch as a glance..walking
with her ex g/f..* i felt somthing inside just drop at
tthat moment..at this point in the day i was to hurt
inside and out to try to talk to her..so i just watched as
she walked down the hall.. luaghing with friends.. all
over her b/f.. * my sad eyes fallow her every step..
i don't think she has anymore interst in me.. i'm not
sure there was any at all.. * she used me..




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