AJF

g-unit
2004-05-05 02:35:33 (UTC)

SMOKER

Ok, so i think that everyday, i just keep getting wores...
cause now i'm a smoker...yeah, i stole a pack of cigarets
from my parents today. And, instead of going to sixth
period, i went outside with this guy James, and we hung
out with the pot heads, and i found out that James is a
dealer...no biggie to me, cause if he wants to, then there
is nothin i can do to stop him...yeah, and i know how bad
smoking, doing drugs, and drinking are for you, so i feel
like, since i know that, i can screw around with my own
life...besides, that's what it is, my life, and all i'm
tryin to do is find it...yeah, i know that might sound
weird, but, it's like after Sean, and now Anthony, my life
is 'broken.' and somehow, by doing the stuff that i feel
will help in some way or another, i'am fixing it...god,
it seems like i dont have a life, well, i mean, i have a
life, but i'm not living it, i'm living someone elses life.
and thats just kinda hard, cause i dont know what to do,
or what not to do any more....Jessica~~~




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