fuct up girl

my worthless life
2004-05-04 15:19:59 (UTC)

hi, my name s mercy. i used to..

hi, my name's mercy. i used to cut a lot. i mean a LOT. i
don't know how i stopped, but i just did. i think it was
when my little brother walked in on me doing it and cried.
not cos he knew what it was, but cos he thought i was
trying to kill myself (which as you know, isn't the case).
i was 17 at the time and he was 11...so i took his reaction
as seriously as i could. and i somehow found a way to stop,
i found other ways to deal (i.e. my journal). worked for
me, but i won't even begin to suggest anything to you...cos
that'd be shallow and insincere....dare i say ignorant.

i wish you didn't have to do that to yourself.
sounds corny to say...bc i understand/feel the relief
behind it...
so i hope you don't get frustrated or think i'm talking out
of my ass.

and go for jason, sweetheart. it's worth the risk to be
with someone you love.

i don't really know what i planned to accomplish with
giving you feedback. but i hope i didn't demean or annoy
you with what i've said.




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