tammyjo82

days of 40
2004-05-04 14:01:20 (UTC)

My life!

I'm sitting here waiting. Waiting for the loan to go
through on the house. Waiting to lose weight. I've lost
NO weight! That makes me so angry. I just want to
scream. But instead I'll just say "Fuck It!" and eat
something I shouldn't. The yard needs mowed. The
driveway needs fixed. The front porch is sitting in the
front of the yard. The back yard has dirt scatttered all
over the place. We look like a goat hill dump up here.
The neightbors are probably having a fit. But it's out of
my control. And I really don't care either. My parent's
probably think what a bunch of losers we are. My sister
probably says "they never did care what things looked
like". Doesn't really matter. Did I mention my car
sitting out the back door up on blocks with the
transmission wripped out? Another lovely lawn ornament to
go along with the 2 junk cars in the back yard. To top it
all off I get to go to work tonight to a job that I can't
stand. The best part is......The only thing I have is the
stupid love life a soap oprea charcter to look forward
to. I'm pathetic! WELCOME TO MY WORLD!




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