Cath

Maybe..

Maybe I didn't treat you
quite as good as I should have
Maybe I didn't love you
quite as often as I could have
but the things
that I should have said and done
I just never took the time

You were always on my mind
You were always on my mind

Maybe I didn't hold you
all those lonely, lonely times
And I guess I never told you
I'm so happy that you're mine
If I made you feel second best
Girl, I'm so sorry I was blind

You were always on my mind
You were always on my mind

Tell me, tell me
that your sweet love hasn't died
Give me, give me
one more chance to keep you saticfied

But the things I should have said or done
I just never took the time

You were always on my mind
You were always on my mind

You were always on my mind

Maybe I didn't treat you
quite as good as I should
maybe I didn't love you
quite as often as I could have
maybe I didn't hold you
all thos lonely, lonely night
and I guess i never told you..

(This was written as I was listening to the lyrics, so I'm
sorry if I made some mistakes. I write fast, but not that
fast).

Someone wrote the lyrics to this song in his diary, and it
made me download the song and listen to it. No one can say
it like good ol' Elvis. I don't know how to explain this,
but it feels like Ben could be saying these things to me.
Cause lately I've been feeling that something's missing in
our relationship. I feel that we're often more like
friends than lovers, there's not enough romance. We cuddle
a lot, but I can't help thinking that it's more because he
likes being cuddled with more than it is because we're in
love and can't keep our hands off of each other. And I
realise that they say we can't be like silly teenangers in
love for ever, but I can't help but ask why? Why can't we
be head over heals forever? And even if we can't, isn't
two years a little too soon to become partners instead of
lovers? What I've liked so much about our relationship is
that we're both lovers, partners and bestfriends. And
that's what I want. Forever. Is it too much to ask to be
in love for a lifetime?

I know that it's probably just something I'm feeling right
now.. I'm a little disappointed about our two years
anniversary. We went out to have dinner, which was really
nice, and we bought each other presents. But except for
the dinner part, it wasn't romantic at all. And I'm a
sucker for romance! :P
And I've told him what I'm feeling, but he doesn't know
what to do.. cause he's just not the romantic type of guy.
He's the really nice, sweet cuddely guy. And tho he makes
me happy 99% of the time, I must admit I long for
something more. I wish he could try a little harder..

And this is where the Elvis song comes in.. I feel that
I'm telling him that I want something more, that it's not
enough, and he just didn't mean it like that.. And I can
see in his eyes that he's sad that I'm not happy and is
afraid I'm gonna leave. I KNOW that he loves me, he just
didn't know that his kind of love wasn't enough for me.
And it makes me sad. Cause his love is the only love I
want. I just wish he'd try a little harder.. Or am I not
worth it?