showing through

days and days
2004-05-03 04:42:42 (UTC)

content

Tonight is neither too dark, not too light... it's not
raining too hard, nor too lightly... The buzz of my
computer doesn't seem to be bothering me and i've barely
noticed the intense sound of silence that's taken over the
majority of my house...


I'm feeling kind of numb


I'm uncertain as to why. and i have no intention on picking
apart myself trying to find that answer. I feel content,
and I'd like to leave it at that. to stop exploring the
possibilities and the reasons why i should not be good.
because right now, I feel content. I do. and it doesn't
feel normal.


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I've discovered that webcams put me into good moods. It's
funny/nice to see someone laugh at your little comments, or
perhaps at you... and just to know that you're making
someone smile... so much more of the person is there when
you can see them... it's woondoorfool.


I feel as if I have accomplished something today. I did a
lot of work... and for the first time in a long time i am
going to go to bed feeling like i've been productive. what
a concept. as steph said earlier..."weed=productivity"..
and i think she's right. i can hardly wait for next weekend
if that's the case. lol!

*sigh* I bid thee adieu for now. and the sad part is... if
it weren't for msn crashing, i would still be up for many
hours to come. ah well.

Goodnight sugar-possum. (:S what the fuck is up with me
right now! hahahaa)




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