azro

azro
2004-05-03 01:25:47 (UTC)

Id sms & called me last nite...

mom was around. glad for it. thot if he dared call again,
maybe i'd just ask mom to answer the call instead :p

ever since i told him that i'm 'marrying' someone by
latest this year-end, i've not been answering his
messages. dun feel the need to anyways.

last nite's sms was followed by a couple of rings on my hp
n later, true enuff, he sms just to tell me 'no worries,
i'm just checking if your line is ok'.. yeah rite! guess
now he knows how it feels like to have his calls/messages
unanswered..

i dun feel happy or sad abt it though... maybe a wee bit
sorry that it's come down to this.. really can't stand it
anymore... have to get him off my life, figuratively n
literally.. sigh..

told mom anyways, i dun see any reason to get back with
him.. let alone marry him. i mean, for crying out loud,
even if he's changed... it's gonna take time.. time i wud
prefer giving to someone else anyways.. cuz he'd taken all
the time i cud provide for him anyways... sigh.. people...
why can't they believe that i'd mean what i'd say???

tuff actually, to always be careful of my promises and
having to keep at them.. but i have to be true to myself..
above all else.. so there!

*sigh in resignation*




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