blkdragon

grounded
2004-05-02 21:30:24 (UTC)

Loves and loved ones

So I spoke to my younger Brother and Sister, last night,
told everyone about Charles' alcohol poisoning and his new
living arrangements. They brought me up to speed on their
lives and the lives of their children. When I called my
Sister, she had my nephew Jordan talk to me while she
prepared dinner. Jordan drew a work of art that graces a
CD his school made, his art was entered into a contest and
won, it's now the cover of the CD; my Sister is supposed
to send me a copy. Jordan also wrote a story that his
teacher entered into a contest, apparently it's different
from the type of work most second graders do, we're
waiting to see the results. Jordan is also very good in
Math. Dane, the middle son, is into baseball; like his
older Brother Ralston. Ralston has gotten to work for the
Atlanta Braves and will enjoy a full scholarship when he
goes to college next year.
I called my Mother today, her blood sugar was low and she
just got released from the hospital, they sent her to a
rehab; she didn't like it and asked my eldest Sister to
come for her. My Mother's home now, she didn't sound as
good as she normally does, I think she may be suffering
the beginnings of Dementia; she's never been very good at
remembering things in the past decade. My GrandMother used
to remember things for her, before she died. My Mother
told me that my GrandMother asked her to tell the Lord
that she was ready to go home and my Mother told her that
she had and that it wouldn't be long before she could go
to God.
That Woman was sooo special to us all, I miss her, I feel
the love she gave me; constantly.
I want to call Shun, later though, I want her to enjoy the
day without me. I went skating and left early again, I did
get a chance to thank the Woman and her Boyfriend for
sending their love to me in the warmest smiles I'd seen in
quite some time. I think I'm pining, this is the kind of
day that I would've spent in the park, reading or having a
lite picnic with my Sweetie. Every once in a while I'd
just lean over and kiss her, look into her eyes and smile,
happy that she's with me; proud that she chose me!
Gonna get back to The Davinci Code, I'll call Shun in a
little while, just missing the shit out of her; don't want
to monopolize her time though.
Who am I kidding, Yes I do!
Before I go, my Mother told me that my younger Brother
Bilal just returned from Singapore, where he took another
wife, he divorced the one I met when I was home last; he's
been married 5 times I think. His new wife is slated to
come to America this or next month. He's Muslim, don't
quite understand how he gets to globetrot, perhaps that's
why he never stays married, he's never home and a wife
wants a husband near.

I'd had a problem with posting this entry earlier, then I
couldn't access my prior entries, for a moment it seemed
that I'd lost everything. I had a moment of panic, I
checked my PC, I save my diary in My Documents; it was
showing the same gobbledeegook that I'd seen at the site.
I was on the verge of getting frantic, so much of my life,
gone! I contacted the creator of the site, via email,
informed this person of the problem and when I returned;
I'd regained access and lost nothing. Joshua told me that
I should burn the diary to CD, I'll look into it, want to
make sure the diary fills the CD. I don't like to waste
anything! I got the screenname of the creator of Mydiary
and added him to my hotmail list, the instructions are on
the home page, in case any of you ever have any problems
here.

Some days I have an empty feeling inside me, I guess it'll
be there until my heart is full...of you!




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