Cath

Am I _The One_ ?

Lately I've been feeling somewhat insignificant.
I feel that I'm not that special..
I need to feel that I'm wonderful.

Back home there's this guy I've known for some years now.
I've written about him in this diary, but it doesn't
matter who he is. What matters is the way he makes me
feel. When I was home for Easter he got drunk and told me
that I am what he pictures the perfect girl. He told me I
am both beautiful and sexy at the same time as I'm smart.
That he appriciates that I'm intelligent and can lead an
intellectual conversation. The thing that blew my mind was
that he described me in detail, he had noticed little
things about me that I didn't think mattered to people,
and especially not to boys in general. He told me he'd be
lucky to find a girl like me.

I've known for some time that he's had feelings for me,
but I don't think it has ever been serious, and I don't
think I've caused him any pain or sleepless nights. It's
just nice that someone likes you.
As I said, what matters is the way he made me feel.I felt
special, appriciated and wonderful. I don't want this boy,
I want this feeling. I whish that my special one could
make me feel this way. I feel loved, but I don't feel
wonderful.

I was her, she was me
We were one, we were free
And if there's somebody calling me on
She's the one
If there's somebody calling me on
She's the one

We were young, we were wrong
We were fine all along
If there's somebody calling me on
She's the one

When you get to where you wanna go
And you know the things you wanna know
You're smiling
When you've said what you wanna say
And you know the way you wanna play, yeah
You'll be so high you'll be flying

Though the sea will be strong
I know we'll carry on
Cause if there's somebody calling me on
She's the one
If there's somebody calling me on
She's the one

When you get to where you wanna go
And you know the things you wanna know
You're smiling
When you've said what you wanna say
And you know the way you wanna say it
You'll be so high you'll be flying

I was her, she was me
We were one, we were free
If there's somebody calling me on
She's the one
If there's somebody calling me on
She's the one

If there's somebody calling me on
She's the one
She's the one

She is the one. But am I?