- Jessica -

- Stuck In A World Of Sin -
2004-05-01 19:11:45 (UTC)

I'm Not Wanted

hey-


Somedays I feel like I'm not wanted. I feel like I'm
not important to anyone- or anything. I feel like
secretly.. my friends think I'm a loser, and that they
don't want to have anything to do with me.
Like.. my idea of fun annoys them, and that I'm not any
fun at all. Sometimes I get left out.. and when I tell my
friends about it- they don't seem to care. Ugh.. I hate it.
Is it really me? Am I really not wanted? Am I really
not important to anyone? So many unanswered questions.. I
want them answered!!

Tonight I'm supposed to go to the movies with Jeni,
Morgan, Robert, and Carson. Where do I fall in this group
of people?.. I don't. Sure- they're all my friends.. but do
they really want me there?
Robert will be with Morgan the whole time.. because
they like each other. And Jeni will be with Morgan the
whole time.. because they're best friends. And Carson will
be with Robert the whole time.. because they're best
friends too. And Jeni will also be with Carson the whole
time.. because they like to flirt with each other. (Jeni
taking his hat and stuff like that) I guarentee you that
she'll take it more than once and wear it during the whole
movie.
I don't fall in anywhere.. they tell me,"Jessica,
we'll talk to you." But do they mean it? We'll soon find
out. I'll keep you posted.
- Jess




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