babybritt_4life

My Crazy Mixed Up World * A Girl In Love
2004-04-30 19:57:15 (UTC)

Day 19

today is not a good day. I can't get Ryan off my mind. not
that I ever can, but right now I wish I could. only
because everytime I think about him I want to cry. right
now all I can say is all of you who think you are helping
me. (I MEAN ALL OF YOU) your not helping me. I know you
only want me to feel better. thank you for that, but
please let me do this by myself. I have to do this. you
can't do it for me. please let me. it seems like everytime
I'm in trouble you all come running to save me. I know you
care and I know all you want to do is help. but I'm a big
girl. I need to learn how to take care of myself. I love
Ryan...and I'm the one who is involved with him...not you
guys. so let me love him...fight with him...make up with
him...be with him our (Ryan and me) way.

britty




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