Beowolf11602

Wolf Tales
2004-04-30 04:25:31 (UTC)

4/29/04

Well, it's official. Karen doesn't see me the same way I
see her. It was to be expected. I knew there wasn't a
chance. But, I did really hope for it. I just wish I could
have gotten to know her under different circumstances and
at a different time. I think it's hard to feel any interest
for me because of our ages. Plus, I am still her boss. I
just need to let it go anyway. It was becoming rather
depressing wanting to have her attention and not getting
it. Well, I really do feel better about it now. I don't
need to hide it anymore. I can just be open and honest
about it. Beside, I wasn't kiddin anyone anyway. Everyone
knew. So be it. I just think I need to play it cool and
become good friends with her again. Maybe at some point in
the future she could see me like I want her to. We'll see.
Just don't get caught up in all of it again Dan. You know
better.

Well, work is still a pain in the ass. Working 132 hours in
two weeks makes for a great check but doesn't leave me much
time to do anything else. I really had it out with Darin
about that. I told him that I couldn't tolerate working
under these conditions anymore. He really needs to get his
shit together. I told him I would step in if he doesn't get
it done. I think I scared him. I know he wouldn't know what
to do if I left. I feel he doesn't want me to leave so NOW
he's going to do everything he can to make it change. Well,
I guess I'm going to just take it from him. I'm not going
to wait anymore for any kind of training. I'm just going to
learn it and take it from him. I know he is powerless to do
anything to stop me either.

Well, Lindy and I are becoming good friends. She and Jon
are still trying to take it slow but I can see that Jon is
still trying his best to make it happen to fast. Jon just
needs to chill. I think if he gets that other job he's been
interviewing for, it will be better. They do not work well
together. Jon is always distracted and puppy dogging his
way around her. He just needs to let it be and be himself.
He's becoming such a boring person. I think that is turning
her off to him. He may just fuck it all up if he continues
to be stupid. Well, I guess I can't tell him. He won't talk
to me about anything other then work. He just doesn't see
me as a friend yet. Well, not much I can do about it. If he
doesn't like what I have to say then FUCK IT. Nothing I can
really do about it. Well, I hope for good things for both
of them.

Well, I'm a little tired now. I need to get some rest and
relax. With all the hours I've been working I know I can
use it.

Carpe Diem




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