J-Bunny

My Life (yawn)
2004-04-28 19:01:44 (UTC)

bad connection

My cell must be broken, it hasn't rung. D hasn't called. I
wonder if he finally got the balls to break it off. I still
can't believe he referred himself as my boyfriend, yikes
how can you be a boyfriend and a husband, too?
Don't know.
Not going to sweat it. He'll call. I'm certain. Once you're
shell-shocked, forget it.

I'm so unmotivated to go out. The only thing I"m doing is
emailing BT about his sexual fantasies. I can't believe he
admitted to me that he thinks I"m hot. That's surprising.
He's very hard to read. That's cool though. I'm not feelin
it with him though. But nothing, something can't fix.

4/25/04
Hi my friend, did you forget about me? If so, I understand.
I am not a very good boy friend am I? I want to follow
through on my desires but I can't seem to now.
Sorry for keeping you in limbo. I know I come on strong and
get caught up in the attraction. The point I am trying to
make is -- don't wait for me.
I want you to find a good unmarried guy (or someone better
at it than me).
We can talk if you still want to?
Or if you want to let me know what you're thinking.
Bye for now
D

Yeah, then he calls the next day and screws everything up.
Gemini's I"m telling you, split personality!

J-Bunny out




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