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DaZedAtSea
2004-04-26 21:59:57 (UTC)

a few poems

late night
sittin solo
black night
wondering mind
no one has found
the lost kind
knowing so much
no one to trust
loving so much
its only a must
lonely in the dark
long time
so alone to the finest hour

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i try to tell you
what you've asked to know
i speak only truth
but i still can't show
how dazed i am
i know what is right
but what if i'm wrong
my mistake could follow me
for so very long
dont try to help
or distract my decision
i can't see anymore
i have lost my vision
it's impossible
to find the perfect answer
no matter what
it will always be rethought
the question what if
clutters my mind
i've become so lost
i have to leave myself behind

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do as you please
its already been done to me
the walls have caved in before
this isnt the first time shits hit the floor
i cant mind
i dont mind
these wheeping screams will leave
i cant mind
i dont mind
when can i kill this feeling

i'm internally burning
its an untieable knot
the noose pulls me under
i cant break free
i'm drowning in water so unclear

peeling the shadow off my back
hide it away like i have no shame
revised pictures in black
no dignity to claim

no sign for it to stop
i will keep getting hurt
run away from the same spot
cant drown in the desert

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