en vitae la femme

Seven Hundred and Fifty
2004-04-24 23:25:45 (UTC)

Thoughts II

If he leaves, I will miss his company.

But I thrive alone. I'm high and happy and focused.

I have a plan and I love it.

My mind likely stays clearer and more on target when living

But I love the mystery and thrill of having Chris nearby.

I will not leave.

The funny thing about the fear of him leaving is that it's
not in the odds. For him, girls have done the leaving. For
me, I've done the leaving.

Therefore, if I'm not leaving, he's not being left. And
unless, he changes past history, he's staying.