en vitae la femme
Seven Hundred and Fifty
Love Is Blind
It must be since my whole personality has changed.
I'm the person I was when I was a teenager and 20-something,
very generous and giving without any question or regret.
After all in all with Bryan and Ash, and the way Gabe and
Hanrahan treated me, I totally changed my POV and decided I
would never spend a dime on another guy again.
So what am I doing?
It doesn't bother me in the slightest to give and buy Chris
stuff. I don't get it. I haven't been that person in like
20 years. I thought she was long ago dead. Like so dead, I
honestly had no idea she could come back to life.
Where the hell did she come from again?
And why? Is this a good thing or bad thing?
In my heart, I know that somehow this is going to come back
to me in a very good way, and not necessarily through Chris;
and not necessarily not through him either. I just don't
know how, but I do know it will.