Kayla

LIFE'S A B***H!!!
2004-04-22 21:08:07 (UTC)

April 22, 2004

Well today was great then it went to shit and I can't even
explain why. I just got all depressed all of a sudden. I
started crying hte minute I was alone. Something has been
going on lately with me and I don't even know what it is.
I wish I did. Maybe it's that my life sucks ass, maybe
cause i still miss Chris. I'm thinking about asking him
out at Prom but I don't know if I should or not. I mean I
was going to have my friend John talk to him today and he
never got the chance. Oh well tho right??? that's what I
keep telling myself.. oh that it's no big deal to me when
in reality it is. I hate reality if everything was in a
dream world I would be the happiest person I know. I would
still be with Chris and we would be happy and neither of us
would ever be depressed or upset in any case. but ladies
and gentlemen life isn't like that. You think that you're
getting everything that you've ever wanted out of life then
it just kicks you in the ass and knocks you down and you
think that you can get back up but truth is you can't and
then you think oh damn I'll get over it... NEWSFLASH!!! you
can't. Life is one big fucking conspiracy and it sucks ass
and then some. Me and Chris hung out yesterday and it was
all good. Then BOOM everything was back to normal today
with him either ignoring me or just straight up pretending
I wasn't even in existance. But oh well I will write later
today maybe. No one cares tho so see ya!
Kayla




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