Beauty Within

Fuck Me Pretty
2004-04-21 03:36:09 (UTC)

A very special person.

This entry is mostly to Nick Franklin, so unless your name
is Nick Franklin you really don't need to read most of
this unless you feel the absolute need to. However before
you may go I want you to know what an amazing person he
is, and if you don't know him, you should. No joke, and if
you don't like him than you can go fuck yourself because
he is much cooler than you will ever be... but onto what I
have to say.

Nick... god where do I start babe? Im so glad you feel you
can trust me, and I really hope you know I will always be
here for you baby. No matter what I don't care what time
it is, even if its like 2 in the morning. who cares? you
matter more to me than sleep, all the people I care about
do. God everything you said was so sweet you made me cry,
you have beautiful words Nick and writing them down and
expressing them the way you do is the same thing I do,
your just a different person. yes I care, and ya know I
always will. You know how to get ahold of me, and you know
where I am. I'm right here, im not going anywhere. Your an
amazing person and I know you will find the love you are
looking for. About your Mandi entry... believe me there is
so much to see in her and I can see you know that. Jake is
a very lucky guy and I know we all see that even though he
may not. There is so much to know about her and she is
such a beautiful person inside and out with so much depth
if I were to write down everything I know about her it
would be pages and pages of meaningful things about her...
about my angel. I'm not even sure I TRULY know her, all I
know is that she matters to me, as you do. and, as i have
already said, always will. You two mean so much to me, I
just hope you know Nick. Amazingly enough.. you got your
feelings out a lot better this time because I know there
is so much I could say that either isn't commin to me or
isn't comming out but just, god, know how much you mean
and how incredibly special you are. you really, really
are. I go to bed every night with a smile on my face now
because my pillow smells like you :) hehe Stay happy, keep
the love in your heart as strong as I know it is and you
will make it to far in life and I could ask for nothing
more. You deserve the greatness this world has to offer,
don't be afraid to accept it. I love you Nick.


well there was my entry to Nick, I feel better. lol aside
from that nothing to intersting happened today. I would
like to send a very special Happy Birthday to Melanie
Patterson, Malia Carrell, and Tayler MacDonald. ((PS
Melanie and Malia... BIG trouble. NO MORE FLOWERS FROM
KIMS GARDEN OR I CHOP OF UR PRECIOUS PENIS'S!!!!))

Something is wrong with Mand... im worried. I wish I knew
what was wrong but she has the right to her space and if
she doesn't want to tell me I have to be ok with that.
It's her life not mine, I can only be there for her if she
wants my help so until then I will sit back and love her
like I always have and always will.

I went to Melanies after school with her and Becca and
then Sierra came over and we had a birthday dinner with
Dee and the four of us and her mom and Brent and Tristen
it was fun and the food was SO nummy. but yea I got home
and wrote this and called Tyler but his mom said he was
sleeping and that was like 15 mintues before... it's 8:30
now. Is that normal? Im thinking no, but ya kno...
whatevers. I'm tired, i might go to bed by 9ish tonight
but i wanna talk to Nick and Mand before I go to bed... if
possible. If not than I am ok with that too. but yea so I
am really flippin tired and wanna work on my book some so
yea im outie. I love you very very much.

To the world you may be one person... but to one person
you may be the world.




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