Noelle

Yellow Brick Road
2004-04-20 01:35:12 (UTC)

my gorgeous guitar (thanks ni)

so, um, i'd like to thank my gorgeous red guitar, lol. ni,
if your dress is the colour of my guitar, thats AMAZING. i
love it without having seen it. my guitar is hard to match
a wardrobe to, but i love it regardless. its different. it
has depth. i aspire to be like my guitar. without the wood
and stuff.

coffeehouse rehearsal was the norm. i didn't do great, but
i did my best. so no surprise there. i dont get so nervous
anymore. im out there, performing like im in my bedroom.
um, not in that way you dirty minded crazy people, lol. its
just so much easier NOT being nervous. nothing beats that
feeling of singing into a microphone. its my release. and
then i run offstage, lol, but its fine.

andrew emailed me today, after talking to me but me having
to run and steal the shower. he said he is sorry for
emailing me so much, but he really likes talking to me.
lol. i was like JESUS, THIS IS SCARY. he's like me, but in
a boy form. i told kate. she was all AWWWWWW. i was like
WELL, I GUESS IM NOT THE ONLY ONE. because i like talking
to him. i talked to him on the phone for like four minutes,
and it wasn't hard at all. seriously. mike screwed me over
bad. i need to start rebuilding SOME of the faith, lol.

talking about cool... andrew wants to go out to dinner on
friday. he can actually eat now. and im like SURE. im not
afraid, cause i think we like each other and we actually
have stuff to talk about, and i don't have to create a list
of conversation topics before i see him. my defence is
always bashing mike. it works. lol. makes us both laugh.




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