Nicole

~Lost in Darkness~
2004-04-19 18:59:11 (UTC)

Posers

Latelly i hate to say it, but all of my friends have become
what i call posers. One minute their goth, or punk, its so
annoying. Its like they cant make up their minds, which is
fine everyone goes through this phase as a teenager. I
learned about it in my psycology class, the identity crisis
its called. But this has been going on with certain friends
of mine as far back as i can remember. Ya its hard to find
yourself, where you fit in, or where you belong, but it
dosent have to be everyone elses soap opera watching you.
Ok for an example, right now im sitting in my orchastra
class, and to the right of me 3 of my friends. One who
claims to be a goth, yet is making baby noises, and whining
and squeaking like a spoiled little baby brat. Another who
claims to be the good Christan girl, but has lost her
virganity and plots vengance to the girl who 'stole' her
boy. Now the third, has been true. Shes remained the same,
for as long as ive known her anyway. She quiet, but good
natured. But even she has flaws. She likes guys, goes after
them, but it seems the second shes about to claime her
victory, backs out of the race, leaving prince charming
wondering where he went wrong. Im no angle, thats for sure,
but i dont change myself just because thats what the group
is doing. Oh and i dont have my parents by my 3,000$ worth
of CD's then complaine about not having what i want!




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