2004-04-19 15:39:35 (UTC)

You dream about me?

My mind could get so much more confused thiinking that you
actually do dream about me - I don't know why it would
matter, I guess it is just very unexpected, and also
something very hard to fake - it is a very honest thing,
you can't choose what you dream of. Am I really that
important that I appear in dreams? Am I really so
interested and hopeful that I care this much? Should I
care at all... god I hate this and love this. So good
but I soo need to be careful. I feel like I'm going to
get hurt no matter what I do somehow.