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Somewhere in time
2004-04-18 23:25:32 (UTC)

yeeeeeeeeeeeeeah..just sitting..

yeeeeeeeeeeeeeah..just sitting around right now.Thinking
and what not.
Talked to brittany a little today....yeah....she says she
didn't get my letter.Which makes me think 1.her ex
girlfriend stole it. 2. it got lost in the mail..yeah i
dunno.I think i am going to give up on her for sure this
time.I mean ugh..she says she misses me and cares and all
this but never does anything about it.She used to Text
message me a lot.Not anymore.She used to be happy to talk
to me on line..not anymore.God damn it i hate when people
change their feels so quick like that.It happens to me so
fucking much.::sigh:: my fault anyways.I tend to throw my
heart out to people i care about in that way..so i
shouldn't be up-set with her.Oy....
i found a picture of me from freshman year.Its creepy..i
had super long hair.I wish i could make myself grow it
out.But then again..i don't think it can get that long.But
ahh..i just need something different.I've had short hair
forever it seems.I mean there was a short time senior year
that i had longish hair (to my shoulders i think) but
yeah..cut it off during spring break.Go me.Wasted 1 year
growing it out just to cut it off.Oh well.It looks fine
like it is.Its kind of a guy hair cut but i guess i pull
it off.I'm feeling all depressed like right now.I think
its cause i'm at my dads still.He gets on my case a lot.He
has every right to.I'm jobless..lazy and all that mess.So
yeah..i'm going home VERY soon.Probably after i finish
this entry.
Ok so i called chris.No answer.I left a message the first
time i called..but yeah.I tried a couple more times after
that but i'm not trying any more.No point really.He's busy
i'm guessing.I'm not going to worry..yep.
oy....yeah....going now....ta




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