- Jessica -

- Stuck In A World Of Sin -
2004-04-16 03:33:55 (UTC)

Helplessness

hey-

It's been a long time... lately I've been clearing my
head. Or at least trying to. Suddenly I feel like I don't
know who I am. It's weird...because I know my purpose of
why I'm here, but I have no idea of who I am. It's just
vanished.
Things aren't the way the used to be. Life was so
simple before....well... before a lot of things. Life has
been so hard for me. ugh...it's so frustrating. I guess
it's apart of growing up, and the teenage thing. I hope
everyone goes through this kinda thing...because I don't
want to be uinque in this area of my teenage years. (if
that makes any sence)
I feel helpless...and lost. I don't know where I am or
why I'm here. I don't know who I am and I don't know what
I've become. It's like I've lost all my hope and self-
esteem. It's like I can't go anywhere without being upset
or depressed....and i absolutely hate it!!!
I guess this is another one of those stages in life
that just make you wiser and stronger....at least I hope.
- Jess




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