jen

Too Much to Say
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2004-04-15 16:48:47 (UTC)

Don't dream too far...

"someone" got agrivated with me for not putting any of
my own words in one of my entrees, only having song
lyrics ;) i told that "someone" that it was because the
song expressed exactly what i was feeling. nothing more,
nothing less. but i suppose i could elaborate a little.

My favorite phrases aren't the ones about the other
girl, "that girl," but the self-reflective words. "Don't
dream too far. Don't lose sight of who you are." that's
soooo me! it's so me to get all carried away with a
dream. to keep looking farther and farther into the future-
-the what if's. the tiniest little thing can set me off,
and then it's "what if this means this, and that means
that, and blah blah blah..." until i've figured out my
whole life 10 years down the road. i dream too far. i
have to learn to take each moment as they come, one at a
time.

"Don't remember that rush of joy..." i have to
realize that just because something once was, doesn't mean
that it still is. or for that matter, just because i
THOUGHT something was...doesn't mean that it ACTUALLY was.
(confusing, i know.)

"Don't wish. Don't start. Wishing only wounds the
heart." i get my hopes up, and they usually get dashed.
that's just the way the cookie crumbles.

But truly, my life isn't in any way a disappointment, and i
never let anything really get to me. somethings just
aren't meant to be. i have security in knowing that
someone else is ultimately incharge of my life, and has a
greater plan with a greater ending.


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