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danny
2004-04-15 03:20:55 (UTC)

why cant i have it

TV shows and movies show relationships and happy couples
that almost defy the rules. They're all so happy, so
perfect. Thats why i cant have it, they are fake, nothing
is really that good, or is it. But when i look at my
brother and his girlfriend, they have the story book
relationship, they're so perfect i strongly believe they'll
bever be apart.

Why cant i find someone right now. There are a few people
i am interested in, but could they be interested in me.
But heres a problem, i'm still painfully shy. Unless i
come out of this shell i'm still in, i could never know.
I'm like the perfect guy, who couldn't want me? Oh wait,
everyone just wants to be friends. Or thinks it would be
best if we stayed friends. I have so many qualities that
are so hard to find in a guy, i'd be the catch of a
lifetime. I just hate this all, thats all.....




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