Shale

My College Days
2004-04-15 00:03:00 (UTC)

you can't always get what you want

I'm SO happy....I finished my research paper, my 102
homework AND my 463 homework!!! So now, basically all I
have for the next couple weeks is just that presentation
and a test. And I only have 2 finals during finals week!
And there are only 3 weeks until Sarah's gone!!!!!

She hasn't spoken to me AT ALL since Monday night after we
hung out. And it's now Wednesday night. Oh, except
yesterday morning when I was trying to be all nice to her
and stuff and she was weird (like always). She came home
early today and I think slept all afternoon. She hasn't
said anything to me at all, and I was even cooking in the
kitchen and she came out to go to the bathroom and didn't
say anything, went back to her room and shut the door.
I'm so sick of her shit!!! She is the biggest, moodiest
bitch alive. Just when I thought things were getting
better, she goes and pulls this again. GRRRRR!!! I can't
get rid of her fast enough it seems. I just want it to be
May! May 7th to be exact! I have a final that morning at
9:45, but as soon as it's over, I'm hi-tailing it outta
here. That way I don't have to talk to her dad much and
don't have to help her move out and I don't have to say
goodbye to her. I'm going to make sure that Jamel isn't
here that night either. To prove a point, I guess. The
next morning, I'll pack my stuff, go to class, come back
and go home until Saturday night. I think Whitney's
leaving Saturday, so hopefully when I return no one will
be here!
Sad isn't it? The story of my life. This has been one of
the worst years, but also one of the best. I love living
on my own, being independent, and I love Jamel who's
recently come into my life, but I've HATED living with
Sarah. Gosh, I should have known better last year! I don't
know why I thought things would be better this year.




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