SktzoStylz

My crazy and boring life
2004-04-14 21:12:32 (UTC)

Worst Birthday Ever....

Well not the worst...16 was the worst not one person called
me. and 16 is big you know...I dont want to think about
it. My parents didnt even get me anything, awesome right?!
Aarrgghh! Birthday's mean so much to me. I dont know why I
just always valued them, I go broke getting other people
stuff and no one gives a damn about me. Things like that
make a girl depressed...really depressed.

I'm afraid to leave my desk, I'm contimplating hurtin
myself. Bring the life back to me. Music isnt working. My
freinds are busy. My crush is gone, and possibly doesnt
like me or is realizing what an annoying dork I am. I'm
going to cry...No I wont. Not this year. I cant cry another
birthday away, I have to teach tonight, there's no way I
can cry and then go do lesson. Maybe I'll just...forget
it. I'm a loser right? So what do I expect on my
birthday...for someone to give a damn. That's all I ask.
No one cares. I got cake at work and they sang to me...that
was good....

This day better turn around soon...I'm going to go get a
rubberband. I got to snap some life into me.




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