Princess_Lauren2002

Used n Abused
2004-04-14 18:57:25 (UTC)

Goin down hill again

Hello sorry i haven't written in here ....Well man
everything seemed like it was goin so perfect. But then
things never go that way do they?? Thought my relationship
with Joseph was goin to good... i was right. Its funny how
you see the real person finally after they have masked it
all those months..Lies thats all im surronded by. Lies from
him hell he's told me so many lies. And the saddest part is
i beleived him..I guess it is true fools do rush in. All my
life is drama drama drama. IM GONNA START FUCKING NOT TAKIN
SHIT FROM STUPID ASS JOSEPH. IM NOT A FUCKING SLUT IM NOT A
FUCKING WHORE AND I DO HAVE RESPECT FOR MYSELF.. HE JUST
DOESN'T HAVE RESPECT FOR ME....
I've gotten back in my old ways......i wish i wouldn't of
started doin that....but it happened... and it releived so
much stress...i can't say what it is cause i don't know if
any one in my family reads this or found this so. well im
just waiting for Joseph to call. Im gonna tell him to go
fuck himself keep Danielle and for him to stop talking shit
about people. i dunno I think I might say that i
dunno .well im gonna go and sit and think and get madder
and either call him up and cuss him out and just
cry......not many options.....peace love always god bless
leave me a lil something
Lauren "Ralph"
UsEd n aBusEd