showing through

days and days
2004-04-14 02:32:12 (UTC)

motion sickness


So I want to get myself attached to something bolted
down,So that these winds of circumstance won't keep blowing
me around.To when I land to when I leave there is enough
time to sleep and sing.I keep running when all I want is to
lay motionless.

sometimes the things I write or say never come out the way
I plan them to.. or for the most part, I don't plan at all,
which often end up badly... with unintentional pain,
confusion or whatever.. again... I appologize and it'll
stay locked inside from now on. Many times humour is the
only way I can attempt at coping with things... otherwise I
would just never stop crying.

I'm already tired of the rain and i've yet to go outdoors.
I decided maybe I should become a hermit... although I
guess that really isn't my style... it probably could be
though... bleh.. i like the heat of the sun. I miss the
heat of the sun... I would have been sleeping through it if
it had been present today... so i guess i'll live.


All this research on gay/lesbian couples is giving me a
headache.. i'm not so sure why anyone who isn't being
discriminated against would give a shit whether two men or
two women are together. whatever. i guess i'll never
understand it. fuck religion. (no offense)...


Well the dreaded dining room table awaits my return... so i
guess I'll go grace it with my presence... *sigh* I'm
getting sick of this.




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