kid

Somewhere in time
2004-04-14 01:23:35 (UTC)

now it seems i am out here on my own and i'm feelin so alone

took a half day at school today.I had all my work finished
and all we were going to do the rest of the day was
waxing.And i have nothing that can be waxed soooooooo
yeah.Went home after lunch.Stayed there for less than half
an hour then went to patricks.Hang out with him a c few
hours then chris came over and we had practice.OY!! can't
explain how nervous and freaked out i was.I mean i was some
what dreading practice!! and when we first started playing
i thought my legs were going to give out from under me.BUT
YAY practice went so well.The only other time i had a panic
attack was when they played a new song for me and told me
to make up my part for it....now i know it is my to make
responsibility up my own parts and such..but ahh!! i
paniced!! i did try..but chris ended up showing me what to
play.But yeah..so practice last a couple hours i think.Oy
it was fun.At one point i finally chilled out and
relaxed.Hopefully next practice i can skip the panic
attacks and just have fun.One can only hope.I'm so super
tired right now so i'm going to go to bed.I haven't been
sleeping much recently.Ta Ta!!




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