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Journey of Life - Larry's Life
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2004-04-13 04:59:11 (UTC)

Getting Out About Issues

You ever notic that it's so much harder to find something,
when you are actually trying to find it? Weather it's a
tool, a book, a number, or even a person...
I've been single now for almost 3years. Sure I've been on
dates and other shit like that; The hardest thing there
beign to find is the right girl. I guess I learned the
hard way that being raised the right way has its
disadvantages, such as ppl thinking that they can walk all
over you, use you for things you have or can get, or even
use your emotions against you and others.
I've been through what feels like an eternity of emptyness
and grief... People you think are your friends through HS
turn out to be a foe and a back-stabber; and most foes in
HS turn out to be a close friend. You watch people die
from misusing their bodies, yet you see others you lost
respect for still walking the face of the earth and you
wish somone would just push them off for you.
I learned to push things aside and to grow up... to make
the right decisions and I see that other laugh about what
you do not because its stupid, but coz what you're doing
is making you $$ when their hopping house to house living
with different people every other week, trying to earn a
buck and taking handouts.
Girls you used to hang out with turn into junkies,
alcoholics, hos, or worse. The kind of girls I see before
me look like they just woke up from a 10 yr coma and have
no idea that their living their life as a lie; Their life
isn't a game, coz in life, second chances on things come
rarely, and there is no reset button.
I sit here still lookin for somone... Just hope it isn't
somone who acts liek some of the girls i dated before.
One who doesn't play games, who doesn't talk shit on you
when shes out having a good time or being influenced by
people who say they don't like me, yet they don't even
have a reason as to why they dont like me(like vikkis
sister)---get a life
I know there are a few of you that have me on your buddy
list that read what I type in here... Next time you think
of judging me because I'm looking out for you, just
remember that I wouldn't do it if i didnt care about you.
Actions speak louder than words... In life there are
heroes and those who think their heroes... If I can help
just one person, then that makes me a hero.

**This is for those who pose me as a friend, but only
bother with me for the sake of needing something off me.
For some its a car ride when you parents cant drive you
somewhere..... GET A JOB BUY A FUCKING BYCYCLE I AINT
YOUR NIGGER CAB DRIVER!!
For those who need beer every week because the're other
friends are out already or their brothers and sisters
can't do it.... GET A FUCKING LIFE YOU ALCOHOLIC...NEXT
TIME YOU DRINK, JUST HOPE I DIDNT PISS IN YOUR BOTTLE
For those who decide it's a good idea to get drunk and
then call me and say hey come over and that you love me
and shit.... THIS AINT NO FUCKING DATING GAME...I AINT
YOUR BITCH..YOU AINT PAYING ME FOR MY SHIT...GET YOUR OWN
FUCKING MAN, COZ MAYBE THATS WHY I'M NOT YOURS...OH YA AND
MAKE SURE YOU WASH YOUR SHIT COZ SOME OF YAS THINK THAT
THE STRAWBERRY CONDOMS MAKE UR PUSSY SMELL LIKE
STRAWBERRIES...WELL FOR SOME REASON IT STILL SMELLS LIEK
FISH...GET A BAR OF SOAP AND SCRUB THAT NASTY
SHIT...TRIMMING IT WOULD HELP TOO I DONT NEED TO FEEL LIEK
A CACTUS IS IN YOUR FUCKING PANTS READY TO CUT MY DICK
UP...IT AINT FISHING BAIT... NEXT TIME IMMA SEW YOUR SHIT
UP WITH A NEEDLE AND THREAD AND SPRAY FRABREEZE ON IT

So I hope you take alot of this in and see that:
1) I'm tired of people's shit
2) I do things the way I want and you's aint changing who
I am
3) Most of ya's got some fucking problems thats need to
be dealt with ASAP

I'm out like a boner in sweatpants....HOLLA!! -Larry-


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